Story archives - tag: "guilt"

call me goldie

Cheating on my boyfriend with a gorgeous French man wasn't all it was cut out to be.

tags: cheating love boyfriend guilt [add]

2008-08-06 15:09:57 / Rating: 62.25 /

Stephen

My father almost died when I was 14 because I lied to my Mom, telling her there was nothing in the drawer where I found his suicide note.

tags: parents suicide guilt [add]

2008-07-29 12:17:42 / Rating: 106 /

I'm Sorry

He was looking right, but I was on the left.

tags: death accident guilt [add]

2008-06-23 13:59:34 / Rating: 122 /

Not Your Personal Assistant

I was only five and he was seven, but we were responsible.

tags: childhood guilt [add]

2008-06-09 12:21:37 / Rating: 104.5 /

Too Tall

It's hard lying to the parents who raised you to be an honest man, even for the sake of your little sister.

tags: lying family siblings guilt [add]

2008-05-08 17:31:50 / Rating: 109.5 /

A

After crushing the tiny spider with a roll of painters tape I felt a sudden pang of guilt knowing that I had ended a life for no reason other than my own silly phobia.

tags: spider guilt death [add]

2008-05-07 13:48:56 / Rating: 165.5 /

futura yellow

She hung herself with the purse I gave her for Christmas.

tags: suicide guilt loss forgiveness closet best friend [add]

2008-04-28 12:11:33 / Rating: 267 /

lonita

I stole a pack of gum from a grocery store when I was eight, but felt so guilty about it that I left the pack on the windowsill outside.

tags: childhood theft gum guilt [add]

2008-03-30 08:48:12 / Rating: 139.75 /

Bad Friend

As I watched my best friend gurgle, splutter, choke, and struggle unsuccessfully for air for over a minute, then pass out face floor on the ground, I thought, "Maybe I should hit her on the back or something."

tags: guilt panic choke near-death bad friend [add]

2008-03-12 17:46:32 / Rating: 184.75 /

Tek Moreson

I stole his wallet, but the picture of his little girl caused me to feel guilty for the first time in a very long time.

tags: stealing guilt pickpocketing remorse [add]

2007-11-02 14:40:56 / Rating: 334.75 /

happy 25th birthday BRYAN, love mom

Insignificant, I am the mother of a 25-year-old son for whom I neither baked a cake nor mailed a birthday card--I did call him--and I want you to know that perhaps your mother feels as guilty as I do about it and that we LOVE YOU--our precious sons--despite our laziness.

tags: motherhood birthday failure guilt laziness 1S response [add]

2007-10-15 14:39:45 / Rating: 210.5 /

Delilah

It was the third morning in a row she had awoken from the same dream and knew, as she looked at her boyfriend sleeping next to her, that dreaming about another guy shouldn't have felt so right.

tags: guilt love relationships dreams [add]

2007-09-13 13:52:38 / Rating: 144.5 /

Eureka

I spend every day hoping someone in my community dies so that I can finish my 10-funeral-observation before I go back to school in August.

tags: death hope guilt [add]

2007-08-23 18:08:15 / Rating: 138.25 /

scum

I was her babysitter, her superhero, her mentor, her protector, her beloved father-figure all her life up to the day I molested her.

tags: guilt shame betrayal regret self-hate [add]

2007-07-16 15:27:26 / Rating: 193.5 /

bleu

Eight months ago I deleted each and every one of her online profiles using the password she entrusted me to use if she committed suicide, and two hours ago I gave her advice on being a good person.

tags: poser guilt [add]

2007-07-10 14:21:44 / Rating: 133.25 /

papillon

His rental contract didn't include bill payment, but I took disproportionate pleasure in making him feel so guilty about the size of the fuel bill that he paid me some money towards it anyway.

tags: guilt rent bills [add]

2007-06-19 11:06:30 / Rating: 96 /

Dormouse

He threw the condom out the car door when we were finished over a year ago, but I still feel guilty that I didn't stop him from littering.

tags: pollution sex guilt [add]

2007-06-13 15:14:06 / Rating: 277 /

zot

I am heart-sick because, like many parents of children with profound disabilities, my most secret and unspoken prayer is "Dear God, please let me outlive my child."

tags: disability death parenting guilt [add]

2007-06-04 10:06:58 / Rating: 342.25 /

would you put a name on this?

It wasn't until the eulogy ended that I realized I had been thinking about porn instead of listening.

tags: funeral porn guilt [add]

2007-05-24 23:43:50 / Rating: 745.25 /

Lilli

I had sex with her boyfriend and I haven't the heart to tell her.

tags: cheating sex guilt secrets [add]

2007-03-27 14:03:09 / Rating: 184 /